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“I figured such.” He yawns, and in just seconds all the humor is gone from his face. Leaning forward, he grabs the ball from Chrissy and tosses it again before standing. “I should go.”
“Yeah,” I reply, trying not to let him know the abruptness is startling, though it’s the second time tonight he’s cut me off short right when I was thinking we were getting along just fine. Better than fine, really. “I should, uh, go inside and get some sleep. Tomorrow’s going to be a busy day.”
Archer’s hand lands on the back of his neck, and his brows pinch together. “Right. Tomorrow. Your brother’s party.”
I pat my leg and make a kissy sound, getting the dogs’ attention. Archer stands aside, letting me take the lead back into the house.
“Thanks for dinner. See you tomorrow,” he says as he pulls his keys from his pocket. He’s gone before I can tell him goodbye.
Perplexed, I stand in the kitchen for a minute before going to lock the back door. Though it’s now gone, there’s no denying we had a moment. The feelings I thought I could quell for Archer have come back with a vengeance, and my heart demands another moment with him.
But I can’t help but feel he doesn’t want one with me.
4
Quinn
I pour myself a cup of coffee and sit at the kitchen table, phone in hand. Blinking, still too tired to focus on the bright screen of my phone, my finger hovers over the email icon. I have a handful of new emails, and while I can assume a few are junk, I know the others are from work.
If I open it and see a problem, I won’t be able to stop thinking about it. And I already have enough on my mind.
“Want some eggs, dear?” Mom turns, looking at me over her shoulder as she scrambles a skillet full of eggs.
“You know the answer to that, Mom.” I open Facebook instead. The emails can wait. If something was terribly wrong, someone would have called me by now.
“What about over easy?” she tries, knowing I detest eggs. “I can make you pancakes instead.”
“You don’t have to, Mom, but thanks. I’ll stick to coffee for now.”
“You got in late.” She raises her eyebrows and smiles. “Did you have fun at the bar last night?”
“I spilled a tray of drinks on myself, but it was all right. Archer took me home so Dean and Kara could stay out.”
“That was nice of him. I’m glad he was able to make it this weekend. Dean said he wasn’t sure if he’d be able to get time off from work.” Mom turns the burner off and grabs a plate. “I haven’t seen that boy in years.”
“He’s not a boy anymore.” The words spill from my lips, and I think of sitting outside on the glider with Archer last night. My pulse increases and heat flows through me. Archer was the subject of my dreams last night, and in my dreams, we did more than just sit and talk.
Mom scoops her eggs onto her plate and eyes me curiously. She’s always been eerily—and annoyingly—perceptive.
“Right. He’s not.” She grabs the salt and pepper and joins me at the table. “You know you all are always just kids in my eyes.”
“That’s because you’re old.”
“You say that like you forget you’re not getting any younger. Though you are right about Archer. He’s a doctor now,” she says with a smile. “Which is impressive on its own, but even more so considering all he went through in college.”
I almost spit out the sip of coffee I just took. “What did he go through?”
Before Mom has a chance to answer, the back door opens and the dogs go barreling through the kitchen to greet Weston, my oldest brother, and Jackson.
“Grammy!” Jackson squeals and squirms out of Weston’s arms. He gets stuck in the middle of the four dogs, who are all wagging their tails with excitement and licking Jackson’s face. He’s the only person—well, besides Mom—who lets the dogs lick his face. They love him for it.
“Hey, sis.” Weston takes off his boots and crosses the room. I set my coffee down and stand, welcoming him with a hug. “Haven’t seen you in a while.”
“I know. I’ve been swamped at work.”
“How’s the Batmobile coming?” he asks with a smirk. Weston’s a cop, and together we keep the Batmobile theory alive in Dean’s mind.
“Will you two stop already!” Mom steps over Boots and scoops up Jackson. “Poor Dean actually believes you.”
“Mom, not even Jackson believed me when I told him I was building a Batmobile.” Shaking my head, I sit back at the table to finish my coffee. Lord knows I need it.
“Right, Grammy. Batman already has the Batmobile.”
“My three-year-old son is smarter than our brother,” Weston mutters, making me laugh.
“Grammy, I’m hungry.” Jackson’s eyes are on Mom’s scrambled eggs. “Can I have that?”
“Of course, little mister!” Mom puts him down at her spot. “I made those just for you, you know.”
Standing to get more coffee, I smile. Mom’s been like that my whole life, never stopping to think about herself for even a second when it comes to her family. I chat with Weston for a bit before he leaves to run errands and go home to sleep before working the night shift.
Then Jackson and I go outside to feed the chickens and play with the dogs while Mom rushes around to clean the kitchen. The house is already spotless, but since she’s hosting the party this evening, she’s in overdrive.
I know something is wrong the moment we step back into the house. Mom’s on the phone with one hand pressed to her forehead.
“Don’t panic. It’s not a disaster. We’ll work it out, sweetie. All right, bye now. See you later.” Mom hangs up and whirls around. “This is a disaster!”
“What is?”
“The caterer is sick.”
I blink and wait for her to elaborate.
“Kara’s aunt and cousin started their own catering business a few months ago. She wanted to hire them to be nice.” Mom shakes her head and starts madly scrolling through her phone for someone else to call. “Her aunt has been sick with the flu all week and her cousin woke up this morning throwing up. I can’t believe she thought it would be okay to make the food up until now! The moment her aunt got sick, she should have canceled, not leaving us high and dry the day of the party.”
“It’ll be okay, Mom,” I reiterate. “I’m sure we can find someone else to cater tonight.”
“On such short notice? It’ll be a miracle if we do.” She trades her phone for her to-do list and takes a deep breath, trying not to panic. Raising four rowdy boys and one wonderful daughter—who might have gone through a super sassy teenager phase—has given Mom an edge on appearing calm when she’s internally freaking out. It’s something I inherited from her and am thankful for when I get stressed with work.
“Mom, go take a shower. I’ll call around. And if I can’t get someone, we’ll put something together. Dad’s still out on a job, right?”
“Yes, he won’t be back until the afternoon.”
“Perfect. He can pick up whatever we need in that time. And Kara’s a pretty good cook, isn’t she?”
“She’s a wonderful cook. But it’s her party and that’s the last thing—”
“Mom, it’s not the wedding today. If she needs to help make appetizers or whatever, she can.”
“Right.” Mom comes over and kisses my forehead. “I’m so glad you’re home right now, honey.”
5
Archer
My phone rings, startling me awake. I rapidly blink, trying to get my eyes to focus. I’m disoriented, and it takes me a few seconds to realize where I am. It’s been so long since I’ve done anything but work, and on my days off I spend most of my time catching up on the sleep I’ve missed.
I feel around on the nightstand for my phone, and have a minor panic attack when I see my mom’s name. Unless it’s my birthday, I always do. And even then, my anxiety goes up every time I see her name on the caller ID.
Maybe today is the day the Narcan didn’t work.
M
aybe today is the day they found him a little too late.
“Hello?” I answer, pushing myself up onto my elbows.
“Hey, Archie.” Mom’s voice is calm, but that doesn’t mean much. “How’s my favorite doctor?”
I let out a breath and realize it’s going on ten o’clock. She’s not waking me up early in the morning with terrible news.
“Tired.”
“Hang in there, you’re almost done.”
“Yeah,” I say, though work wasn’t the reason I’m tired this morning. I got back to the room late and should have crashed. But I couldn’t because I couldn’t get my mind to shut off.
Quinn was in my thoughts, in my dreams, pulling on my heart. I almost messed up last night. Almost took things too far.
Twice.
I can’t let it happen again.
She’s my best friend’s little sister, and he’s made it abundantly clear the best way to get on his shit list is to make a move on Quinn. No, he’s never directly told me to stay away from her, but the unwritten rules of friendship are there. And who’s to say Quinn would even go for me?
She’s the most interesting person I know, and while being able to introduce myself as a doctor definitely helps me score, the effect is lost on Quinn. She’s not impressed by titles or jobs that make lots of money. Though most of the women who fawn over doctors don’t realize how little a resident doctor makes.
Quinn is different. She’s smart and self-sufficient. She sold a fucking app to Apple before she was twenty-five and works for one of the most up-and-coming software companies in the nation.
“Arch?” Mom repeats my name.
“Sorry, Mom, didn’t hear you.”
“Are you at work?”
Yawning, I lay back in bed. “No. I was sleeping.”
“Oh, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to wake you. Why did you answer?”
I don’t say it, but she knows exactly why I answered. I’ve spent the last fifteen years worried every time my phone rang it was the call. “I need to get up anyway. I’m meeting the guys later.”
“The guys? Oh, right! You’re back in Eastwood with Dean Dawson. Have fun, Archie. You deserve it.”
“Yeah. How’s…how’s everything at home?” It’s the most specific I’ll get, but Mom can read between the lines.
“Things are looking up. For now. The last few days have been easy. Dad got some time off from work and we’ve all gone out and did the things we used to, like bowling and dinner.”
“That’s good to hear.”
“We miss you.”
“Yeah,” I say, knowing not everyone in the “we” even gives a shit. “I’ll call and check in next week. Love you.”
“Yeah, you too.” I hang up, feeling my pulse still race. I waver back and forth between sadness and anger, hating him for doing this to us. Sometimes I think he’s a selfish prick. Other times I think he’s a victim of his disease.
It’s hard not to be mad at him, and even harder not to resent him. I miss him as much as I never want to see him again, and I hate him as much as I love him. Though in the end, he’s family. In the end, I just want him to live.
I want him to be my big brother again and not the addict he’s become.
* * *
“There’s been a slight change in plans.” Dean sets his phone down and finishes his beer. The plans for today were nothing more than drinking and playing video games. Catching up on the same old shit we used to do in college, besides go out chasing girls.
“Why?” Owen doesn’t look away from the TV.
“The caterers got sick and no one else is free.”
“How is that our problem?”
Dean gives his younger brother a glare. “There’s no one to make the food for the party.”
“Again,” Owen starts. “How is that our problem?”
“And you wonder why you’re still single,” Logan mutters.
I laugh, finding the banter between Dean and his brothers to be oddly comforting. “You said plans changed,” I say. “What have they changed to?”
“Going to the house to help Kara, my mom, and Quinn cook.”
Quinn.
“Sure.” I do my best to sound annoyed. Cooking a big, fancy meal on a Saturday afternoon is the last thing I want to do. Hell, cooking a big, fancy meal any day sounds like a terrible time. I don’t know how to cook and I hate washing dishes.
But if Quinn’s there…
I need to stop. Dean is right there, standing feet from me, and I’m thinking of stripping his sister down and burying my cock between her legs. Fuck. Logan and Owen are right here too.
All three of them would kill me if they knew what I want to do to their precious Quinn. What I’ve wanted to do…what I’ve imagined doing over and over again. I’ve jerked off to the thought of her, fucked her in my dreams more than once.
And it’s never enough. Every time leaves me wanting more and I don’t know exactly what it is about her that drives me so fucking wild. She’s like my kryptonite and the closer I get, the weaker I become. Soon I’ll cave and give in…and lose my best friend and his entire family that have become as close to me as my own.
I’ve never been an impulsive person. Don’t get me wrong, I’m far from a saint. But I don’t do crazy shit. Yet for some reason, Quinn has gotten under my skin and crazy is all I want to do.
With her.
To her.
The only way to keep that from happening is to shut it down.
* * *
“You’re with me.” Quinn slides her bare feet into sandals and grabs her purse. “Ready?”
I blink. Shake myself. Try not to acknowledge how damn sexy she looks in those cut-off shorts and t-shirt. It’s loose-fitting, tucked into the front of her shorts. The collar hangs just low enough to be teasing, showing off the top of her perfect cleavage. Her hair is up in a messy bun on the top of her head, and she’s not wearing a bit of makeup.
“Yeah. I’m ready.”
She unfolds the grocery list her mom wrote out and snaps a picture of it with her phone. “I’ll lose the paper,” she explains. “And now I’m going to leave the list on the counter and see how long it takes before my mom calls and freaks out.” Her smile is fucking adorable.
She walks ahead of me, and I divert my eyes, knowing if I look at her ass I’m done for. We make it three steps before I flick my eyes up. One quick look is all it takes to get my cock’s attention. The denim rides up her ass a bit, and I watch her butt cheeks move beneath the material.
Quinn doesn’t drive a Ferrari, but she does drive a Porsche. Loud music plays from the speakers as soon as she turns the car on.
“I forgot to turn it down,” she says and brings the volume low enough to talk over. “Thanks again for taking me home last night.”
“It was on the way.”
“Not really, but it wasn’t too far out of the way. So, thanks. And it was nice last night talking to you.”
“Yeah.” I look out the window. I can feel Quinn’s eyes on me but don’t turn to look at her. I don’t want to be a jerk, but I don’t know how to act around Quinn.
I’ve never been so sexually frustrated with anyone in my entire life. I like her. I want her. But I can’t have her and being off limits only makes my dick harder. She fiddles with the radio the rest of the way.
“All right,” she says when we get to the store. She brings up the picture of the shopping list and grabs a cart. “We should probably start at the bakery and work our way around, getting the cold stuff last.”
She’s thinking out loud, which is something that usually irritates the piss out of me when people do that. But not Quinn. Every flaw, every little weird thing she does draws me to her even more.
“It makes more sense to split up. You go to the bakery and I’ll go to the deli. We can meet in the middle and save time,” I say.
“Oh, uh, okay. That’s a good idea.”
“I know. We can get this over with.”
Quinn airdrops me the pho
to of the list and pushes the cart in the opposite direction. I grab a basket and start walking, not knowing where I’m going, too irritated to stop and figure it out. Quinn has no idea what she’s doing to me and is clueless about how hard it is for me to curb what I’m feeling for her. And even if she wasn’t Dean’s sister, it doesn’t make sense to date anyone right now. I have no idea where I’ll end up. I could get a job at a hospital halfway across the country for all I know.
I circle around the store before I find the deli, and get everything from there on the list.
“There you are.” Quinn’s voice comes from behind me. “I thought maybe you got bored and ran off. I’ve been waiting for you by the canned goods. They’re in the middle, after all, and on the list.”
“Right. I don’t know where things are here.”
“True, and I do. What have you gotten so far?”
I put the basket of groceries in the cart, and she checks things off her list. Cold air seeps from the coolers around us, and Quinn shivers, goosebumps breaking out over her arms. Her nipples are hard, faintly visible through her t-shirt.
Biting the inside of my cheek, I turn away, shifting my cock in my pants to hide the semi I have going on.
“We’re almost done.” Quinn sticks her phone back in her purse and turns the cart around. “I know where the rest of this stuff is.”
She leads the way to the produce, picking out potatoes and carrots. Two carrots are stuck together in a deformity, and the larger one has a growth that looks like a tiny penis. Quinn snickers and puts it in the cart.
“What’s so funny?”
“Come on,” she says, holding up the carrot.
“What?”
She hikes up an eyebrow. “Do you have to be a serious fuddy-duddy all the time now that you’re a doctor?”
“Fuddy-duddy?”
“Yeah, a fuddy-duddy.”
“I’ve never heard an adult say that.”
She rolls her eyes. “Well, you are one. You can’t say you didn’t think the same thing I did when you saw that deformed carrot.”